I am a piles person. I am looking around my room, and everything is in piles. A good hour or two effort and I should be able to straighten everything out, but the piles always come back. A quick assessment...none of the piles go together. What that means generally is when I have to find something...I have to go through several piles to find it. This is partly due to lack of room to store anything...but...it helps me appreciate minimalist. Ackk....I still have several boxes in my shed of stuff...that needs to come into my already full house. More stuff for piles...
The boys are doing pretty good. Last night I went to a meeting and IU came home to a peaceful home. I was quite amazed. Usually Nick terrorizes Andrew, and Andrew runs over to my Mother's, (she lives around the corner) and then my Mother yells at me. I have just accepted and assessed that it is all the price for being a single parent of three “real” boys.
This morning I have to tie up some loose ends. I have to make eye and dentist appointmens for my blind children with rotting teeth. Just ask Andrew...,”The Rat”. He will turn on anyone in a second and confess to the world the violations that have befallen him. Personally, I just forget to do these things, I am too buys and the boys do not exacly scream to go to the dentist. I haven't gone in over 10 years myself. I actually have an appointment in May at an HIV dental clinic in Monmouth. I feel much easier going there
Lastly. Interestingly enough, I hve been praying for some time now for God to show me what he wants me to do. My health hinges on being able to be managed. I absolutely cannot work full time for Toys R Us. The company is starting to take on water, I have Enronic fears about their book keeping, and they will not pay enough. It is interesting though I have been praying now for awhile..and POP I get a call yesterday that the VNA (Visiting Nurses) is looking for an Outreach person. Mostly dealing with HIV and Aids in Monmouth County. Well...I am sure the job is not in Rumson or Deal....Asbury Park and similar areas of Monmouth is probably the location.. Well, of course there is the money issue and I am not sure what the job entails but it is a thought. If this is where God wants me I will go. I mad my phone call to their supervisor, pray all that this may be the job to facilitate my return to the work force.