Just took three different kinds of meds...hoping to fall asleep.
The side effect of 3 out of 5 of my meds...”may cause sleeplessness”.
So I take ambien...and I am probably addicted. I also took something to help with obsessive thoughts. Which I suffer with occasionally. And I take another med to help with my neuropathy in my feet and hands. That is the side effect of the zerit I take which is part of the my combinational therapy with two other meds.
Alas, I am still here. Alive. Ticking...way longer than I thought I would be alive. I really never planned this far ahead. It really only can be God. I have a true story I am writing. I am taking my time with it. Might be a tear jerker for some..might not. I pray it will bless many...and maybe even be food for some to chew.
Well, the spirit is alive and well. We had some real neat conversations a few moments ago. This prompted me to blog. You see, earlier I visited my buddy Gordon's church website http://www.covenantbaptist.org/internetresources.html the resource page. hehe I love the comment to evangelicals about the Book of Common Prayer. My friend....I think more evangelicals..at least in my circle of friends, are more aware of the book than you may think. Well...truthfully...I have a buddy Pastor that may not ever consider using it. But...on the other hand...I know others that treasure it.
Well...I only really linked there because of my other buddy...Michael Main. I visited him earlier and started clicking links... www.michaelmain.com/blog.htm
One day I will be able to write those links into single words. But that is part of my “growth” period in blogging. I have pictures to inlcude with my Dad's next story...and still cannot figure out how to incluce them here. Everyone offers to show me how...I just never find the time to let them do this.
Well...I really felt God wanted me to write tonight for someone's edification. Perhaps it was just my own. I really can't wait to finish my story...it has been on my heart for a week now...and I started writing it before youth group tonight.
Youth group went very well. We have some great talent...I am probably the weak link.... However, I discovered tonight my gift is keeping things going. Making sure they are always there and available for people to attend. I may not do the best job, I may not be the most gifted leader...but...I am always there and God told me tonight that was very important to him. He will bring the people...I just have to make sure there is somewhere for them to go. Be it Men's breakfast, Kidz Klub, Jr High, or even a Study I am itching to start....on the books of the bible.
Oh well...I have to wake up in 3hrs to go to work. I am dead.