Well,
The first thing I did this morning after I woke up and did my morning ritual cry was visit my friend Marc's Blog. Please all go there. Marc is a really good friend of mine and has been one of my strong encourager's all throughout my own small times of testing.
Read Marc's Post then Visit his beautiful niece Shelby. Pray for Shelby. There just comes a time when you have to accept that God says no. It really sucks. There I said it. I know there are such a thing as Miracles. I have personally experienced them and can give testimony to them. But, sometimes greater than miracles, is to know when God says no. I cannot believe that word is attached to this beautiful young lady.
But...there is a Yes to heaven.
*hand goes to my mouth and I am wailing again*
seriously.