I am very sad to report that today my symptoms returned full force. My Brain...LOL.....hurts. I dread traveling to the Doctor's office tomorrow because I know the motion will get me sick. I am grateful to be able to post but I am sad that I wrote a really great response at my friend Fish's site and and it did not post. Today, when I finally spoke to the Wizard, (My Doctor Weinberg) he asked if I had been experiencing any mental anguish in my life. My response was not right now. Nicholas is under great care. Andrew is in Cape May having the time of his life. Justin is at an Open Door Pregnancy outing, and for the first time in 11 years I have someone to call when I am lonely. (Other than my my string of great male compadres) No, I told the Wizard, my life has never been better. I just need brains. I sit here in amazement and acceptance of God's vehicle of grace that has been bestowed upon me. Whether it be joy or tragedy nothing can take away the Love of God from me. Never Ever. Tomorrow I go for bloodwork and MRI. Pray for My Wizard. He is one of the Best. God has used him to keep me alive for a long time. I know it..and believe it.