It feels wonderful to wake up and have a clear head. Two days in a row. I have to take it easy or my blood pressure really seems to climb. That in turn Sends pressure to the front of my skull, I become dizzy and sick to my stomach, and some kind of ache happens inside my chest. So I have to be careful. It flattens me. I spoke to Dr. Weinberg and he is going to add another medication to bring the bottom number down lower. (140/100) The bottom number seems to range 97-107. According to all those I speak, it is what is giving me the problems I am having. I guess when it is beating upon or across the part of my brain that is atrophied...it makes me a little “dumb”.
Take away anything Lord....not my brain or ability to reason. LOL. Even as bad as I may reason sometimes.... I would still like to be a little sharp...once in awhile.
Andrew and Justin are fighting like puppies, All the time. They are not allowed to be in the same room with each other had it is turning into a huge problem. It is affecting the lawn mower business they have started together. Even my mediation is not enough to get them to stop anymore. Sometimes I feel they are taking advantage of me while I am down. However, I am sure there is extreme stress upon these two children as they watch their Father,become unable to do anything.
I have put that situation before God. I have two boys approaching teen years together. It will be hell....if I make it that way. I am going to try and be patient, but man, the fists really fly between these two! Perhaps you have sibling rivalry you would like to share?
Peace