Sorry friends. I have not felt creatively driven. I love and miss you all. I confess that I have been consumed with thoughts of Nicholas and how far away he is. The end result has been severe depression and huge dysfunction. I am at the end of the tunnel. Sue has bounced me around a few times to snap me out of it. She is a wonderful wife and I thank God every waking moment for her and Alexis being in my life.
Andrew is away snow boarding at Hunter Mountain with My Brother Mark, Sister in law Carol and nephew Christian.
Alexis and I are feeling out our relationship. I think it is getting better. She went bowling last night with me and we had a good time.
Justin. Teenager. Yet I can find those moments again where he is just sweet lollipop Justin.
Well, I am coming out of my func...pray for me please. I covet you all daily. Chad, Michael, Lauren, Lori, Joe, Bob, Steve, and so many more that have been such great friends.
Good news. All of my HIV levels are well within control. I must continue to take my meds regularly. They are the source that God has provided to keep me alive.
We have had a blessed Christmas. New Years Day we are traveling to spend three days with Nick. He cannot come out overnight....but I hope to spend great time with him during the day. Pray the family is all on the same day. I know...that some feel it is Nick, Nick, Nick...and that is all I think about. That is true...yet I am aware of it and coming around to all of my other family members.
God is good. Always.