Well, Sue is asleep here on the couch next to the computer area. I thought I would try and catch up on my blogging. Recently I have witnessed a lot of failures, my own and others, so I have been quite down. However, yesterday I reminded myself that I will look for the Joy in every situation and that has helped adjust my own attitude. For several weeks my headaches and dizziness returned. Parallel to Spring. It has been very annoying and is has kept me from doing a lot of the things I want to do. I spend my energy in the area's that most need them. Then I fall face down on the couch and pray for more energy.
I am slowly moving through the book “Marley and Me” and it makes me appreciate Madison. She is proving to be my sudden companion who welcomes any attention I can give and gladly receives. Interestingly enough she binds with everyone in the house the same way. So...everyone is her favorite...as long as you are paying attention to her.
Three of us...that will go nameless in our home are trying to lose weight. I found out yesterday that my sugar was 219. I was told that was a bad number. I am seeing my Dr. W today. Just what I need....diabetes and HIV. It is my own fault. I have eaten the wrong comfort foods for the longest time. Perhaps the high sugar thing is contributing to my problems of dizziness and headaches, that is what I want to find out today. I will tell you all what the Doctor says...
The good news was during my last T-cell count I was undetectable and my T-cells were above 400. That is a huge victory because they hovered for ten years around 100. T-cells are the eyes of your immune system. They detect infection and essentially call the white blood cells to fight the infection. No T-cells, no detection. Bad thing.
Fish...thanks for dropping by...I think about you often. Peace All