I have had a major road block on my road to returning to work full time.
I run into a major problem paying for my HIV meds. The program I am in now that pays for my meds encourages people to go back to work, however, there is only so much you can make. I was OK..if it was just my own salary. But....duh......I am married and Sue's counts as well.
It is not anyone's fault. There is another program, but I do not know if I want to fool with what I know works for now. I have to check with Social Security and see what can be done in my situation. If things do not work out and I am unable to continue to work. The worse part is one of my best friends is working with me to make this job work. Just the stress today of worrying about the future possibilities has really taken a toll.
I know God is here and I know He is working....but am I listening correctly about what to do? And who is talking......me or Him? I wonder if my own desires are feeding the "inward" directions I am getting.